Post by artzmc on May 17, 2014 17:56:09 GMT
So I'm quitting the server. I'm expecting no one to care, but I'm atleast going to explain why.
No one likes me. Simple as that. I've asked why, and people say I rage a lot. But IC4Aimbots rages a lot and people seem to love him for the most part, and people have gotten hundreds of thousands of subs on youtube because they rage, and people love them. No one knows my story and I can't explain well enough to get it in your head, but I will explain the best I can.
In year 8, it started out pretty good, and then a kid kept going on about how "gay" I was, he pissed me off and because I took no shit from nobody back then, I hit him, but not just that, I kicked him in the head when he was on the floor and no one else was around so I was doing this for 4 or 5 minutes, just repeatedly kicking him and then legged it. After that, he stopped and havn't said more than 5 words to him since then. And then another came. It was just a repeating process of kid annoys me, I wreck his face and he leaves me alone. In on case, the kid called me faggot just randomly. No idea why the fuck he thought it was a good idea, he just randomly started one day, after a sports day (Wasn't bullied because I was fat or un-athletic. That year, I won 2000m and 200m and long jump) he did this for a couple days, and by the end, after a PE lesson, people were putting things in the PE shed, and as he walked out and I walked in, I was holding a seriously heavy cricket bat and he called me faggot, I took it from him enough and turned and hit him in the direct back of his head 3 or so times and was only taken away from him by the massive tank kid, you know that kid that is 15 stone and 5"10' in year 8, that kid went into the hospital for 6 days and was knocked out, woke up and felt nauseas and slept for ages. That's just one case and you don't understand.
Nearer the end of this period, I got pissed off so easily that a kid in YEAR 11, YES YEAR 11, took my tictacs gave them away and threw the box at my face, he was basically 6 foot and I knocked him to the ground. (this is more brief because there's not really any use in using 10 lines to explain.)
In October of last year, I moved to a different school and nothing has happened yet but I still have that short fuse. You wont understand how bad it was but now you know why I rage a lot.
I was also on a server for over a year, and that made me more mature and it gave me common-sense, so being more mature than I should be for my age and having a short fuse has lead to me believing this server is not as friendly and close as is it was. Maybe to you it's not that bad, but it's a small, shit community. The people from MCPVP and MineHQ are equally full of shit, but there are also nice people and the bad people don't shine out of the crowd, because the crowd is just too big. This server is small and the people who are bad do shine out.
I have had fun in the past on this server but now I'm not. I hope you realise why I rage a lot, which seems to make people not like me. And what the point in staying in a community where I'm not wanted.
Artz, signing out.
No one likes me. Simple as that. I've asked why, and people say I rage a lot. But IC4Aimbots rages a lot and people seem to love him for the most part, and people have gotten hundreds of thousands of subs on youtube because they rage, and people love them. No one knows my story and I can't explain well enough to get it in your head, but I will explain the best I can.
In year 8, it started out pretty good, and then a kid kept going on about how "gay" I was, he pissed me off and because I took no shit from nobody back then, I hit him, but not just that, I kicked him in the head when he was on the floor and no one else was around so I was doing this for 4 or 5 minutes, just repeatedly kicking him and then legged it. After that, he stopped and havn't said more than 5 words to him since then. And then another came. It was just a repeating process of kid annoys me, I wreck his face and he leaves me alone. In on case, the kid called me faggot just randomly. No idea why the fuck he thought it was a good idea, he just randomly started one day, after a sports day (Wasn't bullied because I was fat or un-athletic. That year, I won 2000m and 200m and long jump) he did this for a couple days, and by the end, after a PE lesson, people were putting things in the PE shed, and as he walked out and I walked in, I was holding a seriously heavy cricket bat and he called me faggot, I took it from him enough and turned and hit him in the direct back of his head 3 or so times and was only taken away from him by the massive tank kid, you know that kid that is 15 stone and 5"10' in year 8, that kid went into the hospital for 6 days and was knocked out, woke up and felt nauseas and slept for ages. That's just one case and you don't understand.
Nearer the end of this period, I got pissed off so easily that a kid in YEAR 11, YES YEAR 11, took my tictacs gave them away and threw the box at my face, he was basically 6 foot and I knocked him to the ground. (this is more brief because there's not really any use in using 10 lines to explain.)
In October of last year, I moved to a different school and nothing has happened yet but I still have that short fuse. You wont understand how bad it was but now you know why I rage a lot.
I was also on a server for over a year, and that made me more mature and it gave me common-sense, so being more mature than I should be for my age and having a short fuse has lead to me believing this server is not as friendly and close as is it was. Maybe to you it's not that bad, but it's a small, shit community. The people from MCPVP and MineHQ are equally full of shit, but there are also nice people and the bad people don't shine out of the crowd, because the crowd is just too big. This server is small and the people who are bad do shine out.
I have had fun in the past on this server but now I'm not. I hope you realise why I rage a lot, which seems to make people not like me. And what the point in staying in a community where I'm not wanted.
Artz, signing out.
and yes i do agree some people in pvpsoup aren't too nice D:
